So, this is my first article, the other one doesnt count, that was more of an intro kinda thing.
I have a really weird head, by head i mean the mind and shit, not the head as in the human head. (Im not the greatest writer in the world, i know)
I have these moments of sudden realisation, it's the same realisation that i get, but i get mindfucked everytime. It's a moment of utter confusion, skepticism, filled with amazement and a tinge of fear. I can get these mindfuck realisations whenever i want, it lasts for about 5 minutes.
I have never been able to successfully explain what this "epiphany moment" was to anyone. Im pretty sure if I could explain it properly, that person would experience the same mindfuck......
OR, every person has their own little realisation mindfucks that's totally unique, so every different person has a unique mindfuck experience that they cannot explain to anybody else. WOAH, i just gave myself a mindfuck, so thats like a mind masturbation. Nice. (Yes, I "nice"ed myself, fuck you, its my blog)
So anyway, i'm gonna try explaining my mindfuck.
Im sitting in front of my chemistry textbook, trying hard to get some chemistry into my head while my brilliant(?) brain thinks of ways to save the world from its inevitable death. (Some of the ideas were pretty epic, will share them later if i remember, the world's safety depends on my memory)
And then suddenly i decide to stop thinking about saving the world, and my head flies out of Earth, and then zooms in on me sitting on my table thinking about my head zooming in on me thinking about my head zoo..... SEE? anyone could get mindfucked if something like that happens inside their heads.
And then my mind starts asking me weird questions, Why am i me? Why do I have a mohawk? Why am i thinking as Sabari? Why am i not Rahul form 12-C? Why do i have the thoughts I'm thinking of in my head? Ive been living my whole life as Sabari! Who is Sabari? and then i just sit there like a lovestruck fool staring right into my wall for a couple of minutes digesting everything (that's when the mindfuck is happening, more like the mindgasm cause the whole thing is the mindfuck and th... fuck it).
and then BAM gone! everything. im back to being a teenager with ADD trying hard to study chemistry.
No minfucks for anyone reading this right?
Yeah, only if I could convey the things in my head more clearly, maybe 400 articles later i can mindfuck you guys.
Alvida.
I have a really weird head, by head i mean the mind and shit, not the head as in the human head. (Im not the greatest writer in the world, i know)
I have these moments of sudden realisation, it's the same realisation that i get, but i get mindfucked everytime. It's a moment of utter confusion, skepticism, filled with amazement and a tinge of fear. I can get these mindfuck realisations whenever i want, it lasts for about 5 minutes.
I have never been able to successfully explain what this "epiphany moment" was to anyone. Im pretty sure if I could explain it properly, that person would experience the same mindfuck......
OR, every person has their own little realisation mindfucks that's totally unique, so every different person has a unique mindfuck experience that they cannot explain to anybody else. WOAH, i just gave myself a mindfuck, so thats like a mind masturbation. Nice. (Yes, I "nice"ed myself, fuck you, its my blog)
So anyway, i'm gonna try explaining my mindfuck.
Im sitting in front of my chemistry textbook, trying hard to get some chemistry into my head while my brilliant(?) brain thinks of ways to save the world from its inevitable death. (Some of the ideas were pretty epic, will share them later if i remember, the world's safety depends on my memory)
And then suddenly i decide to stop thinking about saving the world, and my head flies out of Earth, and then zooms in on me sitting on my table thinking about my head zooming in on me thinking about my head zoo..... SEE? anyone could get mindfucked if something like that happens inside their heads.
And then my mind starts asking me weird questions, Why am i me? Why do I have a mohawk? Why am i thinking as Sabari? Why am i not Rahul form 12-C? Why do i have the thoughts I'm thinking of in my head? Ive been living my whole life as Sabari! Who is Sabari? and then i just sit there like a lovestruck fool staring right into my wall for a couple of minutes digesting everything (that's when the mindfuck is happening, more like the mindgasm cause the whole thing is the mindfuck and th... fuck it).
and then BAM gone! everything. im back to being a teenager with ADD trying hard to study chemistry.
No minfucks for anyone reading this right?
Yeah, only if I could convey the things in my head more clearly, maybe 400 articles later i can mindfuck you guys.
Alvida.
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